Dear you,

it have been a long year with you. For some reason I can't forget you. You are the person who destroyed the world yet I was strong enough to build my own space back. On your side however, it is still falling apart. I can't forgive you so easily but I don't want to become like you. You hold so many grudges inside you that I'm surprised that you haven't gone insane. Or maybe you have.
          I feel your eyes on me. I feel the burn yet I don't dare to give in. I'll let you play your little game until you realize that I'm bored and tired of your tricks. I began to ignore you a long time ago. Let's face it. Things will never be like before. It's sad. I used to look at you as a friend, we used to be so good together. It wasn't the boy who broke us apart. It was you.
           Congratulations, you're the second person on my hate list. The list is for the people I hate all over. It's not the way they talk or the way they look at me. Those are ordinary annoying people I see every day. On the list, I hate their souls and personalities. I hate that they exist. They always tell me that hate is a strong word. I reply, "then that means I really hate them". Luckily, there's only 2 people on that list. The first person is slowly being forgotten. I think I even forgive him a little. The incident happened so long ago, I feel old just looking back to it. But you're a new addition. And it have been a while since I had this feeling. You have awaken this dangerous attitude inside me. People may think I'm harmless, but this dragon inside me was responsible for a few injuries on those who got in my way. Physical injuries. Maybe emotional.
            Look at me, revealing things I never thought you would hear from me. All I ask from you now is to leave me alone. I learned how this dragon can ruin everything I have and I'm not willing to let it happen again. I will be the stronger person this time. Violence used to solve things. The funny thing is, the older you get, the more poison you can insert into your own words. If wars were fought like this, only the leaders would get hurt. Leave me alone since it's better for both of us. After all, it happened one year ago. Why are you still feeling pain from this? Only you can help yourself move on. Good luck on your recovery and may we stay netural forever.

-Your ex-friend